[[friends or not ?]]

sometimes you thought you're such a loyal friend , until you read your bestfriend's blog and realise that you arent .

i wanna apologise , but at th same time , am i really th one at fault ? maybe it was my fault , maybe hers or maybe yours . god , i dont know . im lost . since when did i get close to you ? like , seriously ? and were you always there ? no . i was th one who was always there for you , when you wanted to commit suicide or felt like shit . but i remember , th first time i ever felt so helpless and worthless , you werent there . where were you ? all you said was , "jieh , dont be sad ):" . then , you were gone . and when you were suicidal , i stayed up one whole damn night , trying to convince you not to kill yourself. and do you remember , at th start of this year , you promised me that you'd never be so emo anymore . so now , what is this ? hell , your profile picture on facebook shows you bing really emo . what th hell ? yes , i know its my fault for not hanging out with you anymore . my fault for always hanging out with her . but you wanna know why ? because its so much more fun hanging out with her . hell , i can talk about KHULUQ as much as i want . and at least she wants to do something . all you want to do is to slack :3 im sorry , i know im being a bitch by saying all this , but this is what ive been feeling . i dont want to lose you as a friend . but im asking you now , am i really your bestfriend , or are you just using me ? think about it .

maryamDINZLY<3

[[Pretty`Lil Me]]*|7:31:00 PM|

[[imma PWINCESS ♥]]

the name's MARYAM DINZLY(: SEVENteen this year. have fun with me on 17th march LOLLIPOP if you gimme lollipop, i'll LOVE you till the end of time♥

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