you know what , OHWELL .
life sucks , imma strong girl , just suck it all up <3
hahahah . you know what , i wanna stay away from guys and everybody else . except amirah though . i've had enough disappointments in life . i dont want anymore . really , i dont .
OHWELL .
i love Mohamad Aliff . can ? OHWELL . fuck this . bye ~
seriously , why dont guys EVER mean what they say ? if you dont love me , then dont say "iloveyou" to me lah . its really irritating , frustrating , and heartbreaking . ESPECIALLY when im already halfway in love with you . whywhywhy ??????? omg , of all th guys . why cant i stay single and NOT be in love with anyone for one damn year ? its so irritating !!! ugggh . im like banging all my anger on my blog ):
oh and guess what , ALIFF called me yesterday ): just to tell me that he want to beat up afad . and what hurts th most is th way he talked to me . like we're just normal friends . omg , fucking heartbreak sia . i shouldnt have picked up that call ): now i cant stop thinking about him . i thought im over him ): oh hell bells , i dont want to fall in love anymore can ? i dont wanna be in a relationship anymore can ? i just wanna be alone can ? this is stupid . im just that dumb . fuck kay bye
its been a reaaaaally long time since i update my blog . hahah , when was it ? when im in a relationship with yamin . TROLOLOL moments . its funny how things pass so fast , really really fast . its been only 3 months and ive fallen in love 3 times . im th type of girl who falls in love really easily . ive never been one who hides my feelings . and right now , im scared of relationships . what happened to those time when IM th heartbreaker ? when im th one who had control over th relationship so that i wont get heartbroken ? everythings changed . im no longer that girl who gets sick of guys easily . i want a longlasting relationship . for once , like Mashy and Mikey . damn , even though they always fight , theyre still together and its gonna be their one year anniversary soon ! i envy their relationship , i seriously do . everytime a guy breaks my heart , i'll promise to myself that i'll never let that happen again . but in th end , i make th same mistakes over and over again . and now , after breaking up with aliff , i have a feeling that even though im gonna try stay single till th end of this year , thats not gonna happen . why ? because im slowly falling for syahid . oh damnzxc .
i love syahid , but im scared to be in a relationship . now what ? ):
the name's MARYAM DINZLY(:
SEVENteen this year.
have fun with me on 17th march
LOLLIPOP
if you gimme lollipop, i'll LOVE you till the end of time♥
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