[[i think i fucked up my own life .]]

its been a reaaaaally long time since i update my blog . hahah , when was it ? when im in a relationship with yamin . TROLOLOL moments . its funny how things pass so fast , really really fast . its been only 3 months and ive fallen in love 3 times . im th type of girl who falls in love really easily . ive never been one who hides my feelings . and right now , im scared of relationships . what happened to those time when IM th heartbreaker ? when im th one who had control over th relationship so that i wont get heartbroken ? everythings changed . im no longer that girl who gets sick of guys easily . i want a longlasting relationship . for once , like Mashy and Mikey . damn , even though they always fight , theyre still together and its gonna be their one year anniversary soon ! i envy their relationship , i seriously do . everytime a guy breaks my heart , i'll promise to myself that i'll never let that happen again . but in th end , i make th same mistakes over and over again . and now , after breaking up with aliff , i have a feeling that even though im gonna try stay single till th end of this year , thats not gonna happen . why ? because im slowly falling for syahid . oh damnzxc .

i love syahid , but im scared to be in a relationship . now what ? ):

[[Pretty`Lil Me]]*|8:20:00 PM|

[[imma PWINCESS ♥]]

the name's MARYAM DINZLY(: SEVENteen this year. have fun with me on 17th march LOLLIPOP if you gimme lollipop, i'll LOVE you till the end of time♥

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